Leave me alone.

I'm upset.
Not because we're over,
but because you're still hurting me when we're already over.
What's the point of insulting me all over again and again
when I really don't give a damn?
Do you really want everyone to hate me as much as how you are?
Every time I stepped into the class,
I feel the atmosphere around me is not right.
Is like, everyone is isolating me...
Just because I choose to protect you, protect you even though how bad you had
treated me, you must take me for granted?
I've got my limits.
Why do you wanna mess up with my life even if we're over?

Why you people just judge things from his prospective when you never even
heard mine?
Just because he posted all sorts of things,
means I really did all those things?

Sorry, but I don't open my legs to anyone or everyone.
How could you describe me like whores you've slept with at Geylang?
What do you want people to think of me?
Just because I hang out with my guys friends means I have sex with all of them?
Despite hating you as a smoker,
I choose to love you.
Despite of letting you to hurt me with your selfishness, egoistic thinking, and empty promises
I still choose to continue this relationship.
Despite of hitting me and throw vulgarities at me, smashing my phone which
is my birthday gift from my parents hard earn money,
I choose to forgive you.

I've did so much for you
because I once loved you so much...

But, why did you still choose to hurt me even till now?
It's very saddening to see a couple whom is once in love
to turn up to become like that.
Do I really deserve all these?